P.E.N.A.T

hari ni aku x tau la npe..penat yg teramat sgt la ari ni..kje aku rase xde la byk mne pun..tp still x tau npe..slalu nye lps blk kje aku x tdo walaupun penat..tp ari ni blk2 kje, aku mkn dulu yg penting..lps mkn 2 plak aku on9 cm biase..tgh sedap2 on9 tu plak bley tertido..dkt kol 9 gak aku bgn..

bgn2 tdo je lapa blk walaupun ptg td melantak nasi..ade plak org beli kaya ball..aku ape lg mkn je la..dh lapa nye psl..pastu terus g mandi..lps mandi aku smbg lg on9..sambil2 on9 n chatting kt ym tu, aku siapkan report kje aku gak..yela, kalo x siap nnti mkin byk plak..pastu takut lupa ape yg aku dh buat..better aku tulis drpd lupa terus..

ni pun dh rase ngantuk blk ni..nk tdo puas2 la jap lg..esok cm biase kne bgn awal sbb nk g kje..bgn kol 5.30 pg..then kol 6.3o tggu bas nk g station lrt..cmtu la rutin harian aku..jgn jd cm semalam..terlambat bgn kol 6.15 pg..x cm rushing gile aku time 2..nasib baik sempat..hahaha..

haish..bile la nk ari khamis ni..sbb aku cuti ari khamis je..ari lain sume aku kje cm biase..x kira la sabtu or ahad..biase la tmpt kje pun swasta..so sabtu ahad kne kje gak la..nsib la aku dh apply cuti utk 1 mei ni..kalo x kne kje la jwbnye..hehehe..dh la rase ngantuk plak..nk msuk tdo sudah..nite..

bEngAnG!

bengang tol aku ptg td..dh la ari ni cm penat skit..byk kje skit kot..tlg kwn2 yg lain settle kn kje lg..cmni, ptg td lps abis kje aku tggu la kwn aku ni..tetiba dtg la sekumpulan polis peronda kt area berdekatan..tanye kpd mereka2 yg ade di sekeliling..aku x kisah la ape yg diorg nk buat pun..asal kn x kaco aku..abis cite..

then tetiba dtg plak sorg polis peronda ni kt aku..dtg2 terus tanye ape bende yg aku bwk dlm beg 2..cm la aku ni bwk bom..fine la aku x kesah..tetiba plak die mintak tgk IC aku..pehal plak ngan polis ni..tetiba je mintak aku nye IC..pastu cm2 la die tanye soklan yg xde kaitan..bengang la aku..sebok tanye aku kerja ke study..perlu ke die nk tau aku wtpe..

kalo die jln kan tugas die 2 ok la..tp x yah la lbey2 smpi cmtu skali..dh la aku tgh penat..tggu kwn aku smpi lg..pastu ngan soklan polis tu yg macam2 lg..bikin hati aku panas plak ptg td..lps polis 2 blah je aku terus g tmpt lain..mls nk tggu lame2 kt situ..

aKhiRnyA bErsUarA

hurm setelah ape yg dilalui oleh aku dlm hari2 yg lps, akhirnya aku dh luahkan semua nye td..aku dh gtau kt die psl perasaan aku ni..mmg lega skit rase sbb dh gtau kt die..tp dlm mase yg same tetiba rasa sedih dlm hati aku ni..sayu aku rase..menangis pun ade..

bkn ape, aku ckp kt die dgn sepenuh perasaan aku..bende yg lahir dr perasaan n hati aku..mmg la aku terasa sedih..bkn ckp kosong..tp itulah kebenarannya..aku dpt gak menerima hakikat sume bende ni..mmg aku akui..salah aku gak kot agaknye..aku x prnh salahkan sape2..

ada betul gak ckp die..aku terlambat skit je kot..tp xpe la..aku doakan kebahagiaan die..agaknye xde rezeki ngan die..tp ape2 pun hubungan kitorg still cm dulu lg..as a fren always..harap hubungan kwn ni akan berkekalan..amin..

hAraPan yAnG x bErsUaRa

hurm ntah la eh..x tau nk ckp ape lg..ape yg korg paham dr tajuk post kali ni??cmni nk ckp..sesuatu harapan yg ade dlm diri ni..tp x prnh nk disuarakan..rasa2 akn jd pape x?

sbnr nye cmni..kalo kite still berharap je tp x buat ape2 tindakan, mmg x akan dpt hasilnya..x salah kalo seseorg 2 nk berharap..bgs la kalo org 2 ade harapan..tp jgn la pendamkan harapan 2 dlm diri je..suarakan la harapan 2..bru la ade org tau..sekurang2 nye akan ade org yg akn prihatin terhadap harapan anda 2..

aku pun cmtu gak..kalo die dh lame suarakan harapan die 2 mesti aku dh tau..npe die x prnh nk nyatakan kt aku..npe die diam je??nape..huhuhu..

kOSonG

hurm x tau la nk gtau cmni..skrg ni aku rase dlm hati aku cm kosong je..cm dh xde pape..yg dulunya penuh ngan perasaan tp skrg ni dh xde ape2 lg..npe bende ni jd kt aku??

aku x tau npe aku x sehappy dulu..mungkin sbb aku asyik terigt bende yg bkn2..perasaan yg cemburu 2 kdg2 hadir gak dlm idup aku ni..tp wtpe aku nk cemburu..xde beza pun kalo aku ni cemburu ke x..

hurm aku skrg ni bkn nye senyap..tp sekadar nk bg peluang kt seseorg ni..yela..die bru nk dpt rase hidup bhgia dlm diri die..so aku ni x nk la ganggu..all the best utk die..moga die bahagia..aku doakan dari jauh je..

nk wish dpn2 xde mse nk jumpe..mungkin die busy ngan kerja2..smpi xde mase utk rehat..xpe aku paham..sbb aku x nk susahkan org lain..

pEnAt!

huargh!!cmtu la entry aku kali ni..mmg sgt2 penat mggu ni..mne x nye..isnin (19 april) aku dh start kje..ari 1st kje mmg sgt2 penat..cm2 kne buat..maklum la tmpt bru kn..xtau lg cmne cara kerja kt situ..knal ngan staff2 yg lain lg..tp ari 1st je dh tlg my buddy utk die nye keje..new experince la katakan..seronok gak la..

ari 1st leh plak terlambat lapor diri..patutnye kol 9 pg..tp terlambat 10 minit sbb cari office die yg x jumpe2..sampai berpeluh2 ha..hahaha..apelah nasib kn..maklum la tmpt x familiar..mmg cmtu..b4 that, nk g ofis naik la train..skali smpi kt stesen mmg ramai gile manusia..aku yg kecik ni nasib baik leh selit2 je..dh lmbt nye psl..kne gak naik train..x leh tggu2..hahaha..

so far ari 1st ok la..x byk kje sgt..hehehe..yg penting blk rmh terus je tertido atas kerusi..penat nye psl..maklum la x prnh bekerja lg b4 this..sume nye bende baru..ngee~

msuk ari 2nd dh ade kje yg ditugaskan utk aku..so aku xde hal la just settle kn kje2 tu sume smpi siap..last2 smpi aku sendiri x tau nk wtpe..aku tlg la staff2 yg lain wt kerja..hehe..round2 stu office aku 2..pusing2..naik atas, turun bwh..hehehe..walaupun rase cm byk je kje tp excited sbb sumenye x prnh wt sblm ni..thanks kt eveline sbb byk bg tunjuk ajar..best2..

pas dh siap kje kemas2 brg, then tepat kol 4.30 blk kje..nk kejar train nye psl..mls nk blk lmbt sbb nnti takut ramai org..hehe..owh ya, start 2nd day smpi ari last kje aku msuk kol 7.30 pg..x cm awal lg plak kn?hahaha..bgn pg la jwbnye..ape2 pun enjoy~

kEcoh2 kT jUsCo aU2

hahaha..sbnrnye xde la ape2 sgt ngan tajuk post kali ni..mmg hangat pun smlm kt jusco au2 setiawangsa..mane x nye..smlm ade pertandingan lady's choice sandwich sedunia bersama hotfm..team under fara fauzana berlawan ngan team faizal ismail..hehehe..diorg kne berlawan but 5 jenis sandwich drpd seluruh dunia..ade france, uk, usa, indon, jepun, malaysia n cm2 lg la..salah sorg kwn aku msuk pertandingan ni..satu team ngan fara fauzana..mmg gempak abis group diorg..hahaha..

sementara 2 plak ade black n amy mastura dtg hiburkan semua org yg ade kt jusco au2..mmg ramai gile2 org..aku pun penat snap2 gmbr utk kwn aku sorg ni..yela mane x nye..bkn slalu die dpt join mende ni..hehehe..n the best part is kwn aku n team under fara fauzana menang hadiah utama die..rm2000..kire sorg rm500 la sbb ade 4 org..ok gak la 2..duit gak..bkn senang dpt byk cmtu..hahaha..

lps 2 kitorg gerak g klcc plak..memandangkan ade PC fair kt situ so kwn aku ni bercadang nk beli external hard disk n cm2 lg la..murah la katakan..hehehe..org pun ramai gak..sempit bkn main..kne selit2 ngan org ramai..blk dr klcc terus rest..then x tahan sgt terus je tdo..hehehe..

fInAlLy

akhirnya!!tamat sudah peperiksaan akhir sem 4 ni..alhamdulillah..paper last iaitu pg td aku jwb main tawakkal je..ntah tol ke x main jwb je..yg penting jwb gak..x suke biar kosong..hehehe..

lps abis exam terus jumpe lecturer..tuka sticker ngan markah bonus and antar report skali..dh berzaman nye kerja bru nk antar..bak kata kwn aku penting 2 sbb markah..wakakaka..then g bank n kluakan duit..blk hostel g mkn ngan kwn2..lapa nye psl jwb exam dlm dewan pg tu..ngee~

blk je mkn terus kemas2 bilik, packed brg2 yg nk bwk blk..yg lain 2 tggl je..gile ape nk angkut sume..hahaha..dh siap kemas lapang skit bilik aku ni..cm dh xde brg pun leh ckp gak..x saba esok nk blk..esok mlm naik bas g kl..kol 10 mlm..x saba plak rasenye..

mggu dpn dh start prktikal kt satu company swasta ni..kalo sebut mesti sume org tau nye..hehehe..suke3!!dh la dpt elaun plak 2..leh la blanja skit2..hehehehe..x saba nk jumpe kwn2 lama dulu..rindu kt mereka2 sume..

x saba gak nk jumpe sorg ni..tp akhir2 ni die senyap je..tego kt ym pun biase2 je..dh bosan kot agaknye nk layan aku ym ni..hurm xpe la..die busy kot..mls nk kaco..die pun ade life gak..x kn la aku nk kaco die 24 jam je..

xpe la ape2 pun esok nk g beli brg2 skit nk bwk blk kl..buah tgn dr trganu ni..hehehe..ok la smbg kemas brg lg skit..hehehe..

sAkIt!!!

arghhh!!!!aku dh x boleh tahan lg ni..tangan aku ni semakin sakit..sakit yg melampau2..nape la time2 cmni sakit ni dtg blk..rase cm nk menjerit sekuat hati sbb sakit..rase cm nk patah kn tgn kiri ni pun ade..terseksa sgt aku rase!!

utk pengetahuan, tgn kiri aku ni actually pernah patah time aku form 1 dulu (2002)..insiden yg berlaku time mase mula2 msuk asrama dulu..aku tau time 2 kwn aku x sengaja..tp nk wt cmne sbb bende dh jd..aku xde la salahkan die pun..tp kejadian 2 menyebabkan aku patah tangan kiri aku kt bhgian siku..seriusly mmg sakit!

msuk hospital selama 1 bln setengah mmg bende yg membosankan..lg2 time 2 bru je lg msuk skolah asrama 2..3 kali operation aku lalui utk betulkan tulang kt bhgian siku 2..dan cm biase la kalo tulang patah mmg akan kne msuk besi..

effect nye smpi ari ni aku x leh nk bengkokkan tgn kiri aku cm biase lg..hanya separuh je aku leh bengkok..selebihnya mmg x leh..kdg2 tu mmg akan rase sakit yg amat walaupun bende 2 dh 8 thn berlalu..tp kesan sbb aku patah tulang 2 still remain smpi ari ni..ape2 pun, aku still leh jalankan aktiviti harian aku cm biase..

so, kalo dh sakit yg amat sgt tu mmg aku x leh nk wtpe..rase nk jerit, cm2 lg la aku rase..tp aku ttp sabar je..mungkin ni dugaan dari-NYA..

kApaS isLaNd!!

here we come!!on 23rd of March 2010, all of us which were the student of Bachelor of Applied Science (Fishery) had a trip 2 Kapas Island..it was under the subject of seamenship and navigation..it such a wonderful trip..yehhaaa!!by using the speed boat, my group was the 2nd one arrived there..such a wonderful and nice place..lots of foreign were there..eventhough the island was not big, but still it has the visitors from other countries..

i dont want to waste the chance, so i took some time to have sightseeing around the island..weee~ on the way back to Kuala Terengganu port, my group had to decide our own way back to the port..i had to do the chartwork on the chart from Kapas Island to the port of Kuala Terengganu..it such an intersting experince..we were though how to handle a ship and also others thing about the ship..hope we can do it such of these things next time..

cONtEmporAry nigHt

on March 16, 2010, my course was having annual grand dinner which took place at Grand Continental Hotel, Kuala Terengganu..this was the annual activity by our club..'Contemporary' had been chosen as the theme of the dinner that started at 8 pm until 12 am..all of us having a great time having the dinner including our senior, the 3rd year students which were the last year for them at UMT..snap!!snap!!of course there were some photo sessions during that time..all of us satisfied with the dinner..

cM kNe bOm!!

huhuhuhu..x tau la nk ckp ape dh..arini aku ade paper exam kol 12 smpi 2 ptg..nama subjek pun pemakanan dan teknologi makanan ikan..hurm dgr cm gempak je..punye la byk yg nk kne study..cm2 jenis ade..carbohydrate la, vitamin la, lipids la..cm2 la lg la senang cite..

sanggup aku tdo lmbt semata2 nk study subjek ni..skali time exam td tetiba cm blank!x tau nk jwb ape..satu soalan pun aku x yakin nk jwb..nape la klua soalan die cmtu skali..mmg x nmpk dh harapan utk aku score paper tu..huhuhu..aku berserah je jwb paper td..n mls nk igt lg ape yg aku dh jwb..

hurm..ptg td plak g release tension plak..ape lg cm biase la main bola tampar ngan kwn2..enjoy abis!hehehe..bape byk game main pun dh x igt..thanks kt diorg sbb dpt gak aku release tension..blk2 dr main bola tampar 2, aku study jap..sbb esok ade paper lg..tgh2 study ni leh tertido..terbangun kol 10 lbey..huhuhu..rase kepala ni cm berat plak..cm nk demam pun ade!

dh la lapa gile time 2..x mkn dr ptg lg..lps mandi turun bwh igt nk beli mknn..skali kedai dh tutup..hampeh tol!naik bilik cari roti yg beli pg td..then smbg blk study smpi abis..harap2 ape yg aku stdy ni aku dpt igt n dpt jwb exam ngan mudah esok ari..amiiinn..

fInaL exAm

ola!!hurm sedar x sedar dh sem 4 rupenye aku kt UMT ni..ade lg 2 sem je nk abis degree..x saba la plak rase nye..kejap je mase ni berlalu..senior pun dh nk abis x lame lg..rindu kt diorg nnti..huhuhu..

skrg ni al-maklum la aku tgh busy utk final exam sem 4 ni..wt mase ni dh 2 paper berjaya dilalui..n dua2 paper ni aku rase ok kot..x sure la ok ke x..yg penting jwb je..jgn biar tmpt kosong..tol x kwn2??hehehe..

next paper bakal menjelma 5 n 6 april ni..yg utk 6 april dh tau kne bace yg mne..masalahnye paper utk 5 april ni nk kne bace ape??sume x tau..huhuhuhu..pening pale la cmni..nmpk gaya kne la bace yg aku tau 2 dulu..kalo x nk jwb ape nnti..hurm..

lps 6 april, ade la lg 2 paper sblm aku abis final exam ni..cpt la abis!!x saba ni..huhuhu..mls nk pikir byk2 psl exam ni..nk release tension..xpe2..lps abis exam, mcm2 la aku wt..hahahaha..

iM bAcK!!!

setelah hampir kpd setahun menyepi, akhirnya aku kembali utk mencoret kt blog aku yg dh bersawang cm ape ntah..hahahaha..labah2 mesti dh byk..wakakakaka..ntah la aku pun x tau nk cite ape kt sini wt mase skrg ni..xde cite yg best..yg ade pun sume dh lps2..mls nk post..tgk la nnti kalo ade mase leh post..wink2!!

goLf

smlm bersamaan dgn 6 jun yg juga birthday agong, kami beramai2 telah pergi bermain golf di bangi..cm org kaya la plak main golf..hahaha..biase2 je..bkn nye mahal mane pun..g main sblh ukm je..dkt sgt la..bkn dlm ukm ok..hahaha..ni gmbr2 smlm mase main golf..hehe..

pAngkOr

heya..rasenye dh lame gile x update blog ni..xde mase n sgt2 busy la..hehe..ni cite bln lps nye..on 16 n 17 mei saya bersama rakan telah g ke pangkor utk enjoy kn diri masing2..sgt seronok ma..walaupun just 2 hari sume aktiviti yg dirancang telah berjalan dgn lancar..seronok gile..hahaha..ni la santapan gmbr2 sewaktu di pangkor tempoh hari..hehe..

wOrLdstArS roAd tO hoLLyWoOd

last night my friends n i went to taman tasik titiwangsa..there was food festival there since friday..so yesterday was the last day..one of my friends said that the festival will end around 11 because in internet written like that..so when we arrived at about 7 pm all the people at the stalls there were packing their stuff..we were like "eh nape diorg dh kemas ni..bkn abis kol 11 ke?"

then we went to a stall with keropok lekor there and we ask one makcik..

"makcik, bende ni tutup kol bape??"
"owh, patutnye kol 6..tp ade smpi kol 7 je la..nk keropok lekor x??amik la free je"


hehehe..we got free food..hehehe..then after walking around there, we went to istana budaya..my friends said usually there was laman santai at IB..so when we arrived, there were lots of car..we didn't know what function was in the IB..so we asked some people there and they said it was Worldstars Road to Hollywood..so we were like asking how can we go inside..so he said that we must have ticket..he asked us to go to the counter..so went we asked, there were extra tickets..free of charge..so we went inside..hehe..yey!!


this program was live on tv2 last night..it was like searching for Malaysian people to perform at Hollywood..there were lots of category..vocal category, acting, dancing, instrument and modeling..in vocal category there were siti sarah and also bob who going to hollywood..and they had been choosen by the judge which one of them is hans issac, to go there..


after finish at 11, we went back to pj..aizat and i went somewhere area ss2 pj searching for food because we are hungry..hehehe..

onE iN a milliOn grAnD fiNaLe

last tuesday when i on my facebook, there was 8tv quickie who wanted to give away oiam grand final tickets to people in facebook..so i give my quick respond 2 it..n i didn't think at all that i would get 4 free tickets..haha..so a day before the final day, my friends n i went to sri pentas to take the tickets..then we went to the 3rd floor of sri pentas from the 8tv station..then we took another 2 tickets each at the post guard..so total tickets were 10 tickets..hehehe..what a lucky day..haha..

at the moments all of us called our friends and ask them to join us for the final..just in short time all the tickets were booked by our friends..hahaha..so last night all of us went to stadium melawati shah alam to watch oiam live..hahaha..


there was an elimination first when the show start..it anounced that tomok was eliminated..all of people in the stadium quite shocked with the result..but seem like miracle happened and many people voted that they wanted all three of them perform last night..it started with the performance by top 12..the performance was like a marching band..then aweera from perlis with the song sampai syurga..after that, esther take place with a new song wrote for her..such a wonderful song i think..last tomok performed 'hanya kau yang mampu'..such an energetic performance..he did it well!


for the second round, aweera sang his new song 'ku di sini'..his performance was okey..when it came to esther she sang 'please don't stop the music'..she dance during this time..so energetic with lots of movements..but syafinaz said that the song was not really suitable..lastly the performance by tomok with his new song 'rindu terhenti'..what a wonderful song..my friends also agreed with that..


before awal n marion announced the result, there were performances by bunkface with 'revolusi', then ayu oiam 2 and lastly the performance by the top 12..lastly the result..and the winner goes 2 tomok!!everyone said that he deserved to win that one million ringgit..because people can see his efford for him to change his life..


then all of us went back..but before that we went to eat char kuew teow..yummy..haha..